Today I was at ward prayer, and we do something called “nice notes” You can write a note to someone in the ward and then it gets delivered to them. Then today someone said, I would write you a note, but you don’t live here… Hmmm… Thanks? I just don’t fit in very well. First of all, I don’t really go out of my way to meet new people. Second of all I live outside of the apartment complex, so I guess that makes me an outsider.
I am a little jealous, not that I want to have a social life, but I do like to fit in. I loved freshman year living in apartments. I like when people know who I am, I like when people like me. Just not enough to give up my free rent, and good grades.
lots of pros and cons. i'm glad you are able to recognize them and know that it's still worth it to you to live away from everyone else.
ReplyDeleteeven though it's hard, put yourself out there a little bit. i'll bet you'd be surprised at how many other people feel like they don't fit in, either.
nice job on your test.