Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Maybe I can bribe my teacher... That wouldn't be so bad would it? I just can't let one little conversion factor ruin the rest of my life. I am going to be a doctor, one of the best there ever will be. Switching nm into m shouldn't get in my way. Plus I will never forget that it is X10^-9 ever.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008


Have you ever felt like you did the best that you could, and were quite satisfied with how well you did it. Then just one little fact changed, you find out that you were wrong. That one little mistake, that one little fact can ruin everything. All of the studying, all of the work, all of the homework. All wasted, because one forgotten fact. Everything is destroyed. The future, not just the imediate future, but for the rest of your life kind of future. Not only were you wrong, but you are a failure. There isn't anything that can change the fact that you messed up the rest of your life. I failed my chemistry test, not just barely failed it. But like majorly failed it. I knew all the formulas, how to calculate wavelength, what it's relationship was to the frequency. I knew everything that I was supposed to. I thought I knew my conversions. . . Such a stupid mistake off by 3 decimals, there were so many problems with that conversions, and all of them will be 3 decimals off. My science GPA can't take a hit like this, medical schools won't even give me a second glance. What now?

Sunday, September 21, 2008


I thought that I would explain why I chose the name for my blog. It is just a nickname that one of my friends calls me. It sounds really funny when other people use it, but it is just normal for her. I have been thinking a lot lately about life. What do I really want to do. What are my dreams. How can I acheive them? I really need to work on a bunch of stuff, I need to get on top of things. Focus more on school, spend more time studying. I work a lot, and I think that I am doing well and excelling. I want to be a doctor, and so I need to get good grades, it is manditory. I need to get an "A" in my chemistry class, which is the one that I am really worried about. I also really need to get an "A" in American Heritage. I think that I will be able to write some good papers, I just need to talk to my dad and stuff to get some good ideas. I need to learn how to just say no to people. I don't have enough time to have a social life. What is more important to me? Medical School or a social life... Medical school of course.