Do you ever just sit and think about all of the things that you need to get done? This past 2 weeks that is all I pretty much all I can think about. Since working the graveyard shift, and adjusting to only four or so hours of sleep a night I learned to fall asleep and stay asleep like a champ. The last couple weeks have been different for me. I lie in bed creating mental lists of all the things that I would like to accomplish the next day. By the time I am finished with work and school the next day I am so exhausted from only the two or three hours of sleep I got that the only thing I ever have enough energy to do is sleep. Then when I wake up from my little nap I feel overwhelmed by the list of things I wanted to do, which I wouldn’t have had time to complete even if I hadn’t wasted my time taking a nap. When does this feeling ever go away? Will it? Time and time again people tell me that life only gets busier. I hope for sanity that my life and my stresses only become different, not busier. If my life gets any busier it might actually kill me.
I am pretty busy with the 17 credits I am taking this semester. Physiology and Anatomy are some of my favorite classes that I have taken so far at BYU. This semester the classes I am taking have a lot to do with the body, and how it functions. It’s these classes that I feel like I am actually getting information that is applicable to my life. It makes such a huge difference taking classes that I enjoy, even if I do struggle to keep up with all of the homework.
Life is really good right now, tiring maybe, but I have no real complaints. I'm hoping to blog a little more regularly again. The fun day to day stuff is more interesting than the "update on the last 6 months" stuff is.
Wow! I don't know how you keep up with it all! I definitely know what you mean about making lists. I don't think it gets busier, just different. You do things like change a zillion diapers in a day instead of study. I don't know how you'd do it and still keep up with your old life. But when you accept the new busy it works out :) And if he'd take naps in his crib I could maybe clean the house ;) You're almost done though! Soon school will just seem like a distant dream!
ReplyDeleteI agree that things become different. Your priorities change as you change as a couple (or family).
ReplyDeleteDo you ever get a break? Sounds stressful and frustrating, at times, but you will figure things out. I didn't know Scott was so close to dental school. AWESOME.
Keep up the blog.
can i make a suggestion for dental school? Midwestern
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