I think I'm just going to have to learn how to make lemonaid. Sometimes I leave work, and I can't believe how luck I am to have a job that I love. Then sometimes I leave work, and I want to quit. But that is life, and I am going to make the most of it. I just need to figure out how. I have lots of tools, but I'm not sure how to use them yet. Thats the mystery of life... though I'm sure that I will never quite figure it out.